Army is fine so far, perhaps i learn that being in the army means that i need to train hard, because there are so many people competing for the best, to make my life in bmt more fun, lets fight for the best guys. Before that need get gold for ippt so SCREW U CHIN UP AND SBJ I WILL CONQUER U.

ok back to the topic of cherishing, i just wanted to write a small note.

Hi cherry! didn't want to post this on ur wall, so decided that my blog might be a better place, at least i know jl will read this place sometimes and maybe u know abit of my blog too? I want to say that, its nice knowing u perhaps i didn't really talk much to you, but i will say i heard quite abit about u from jl, and abit about you and him. Perhaps this is one of the most common topics i talk to him about. you! maybe u will be surprise, yea but its actually quite true. Hope you have gone to a better place, and watch over JL from above.

life is fragile, so people better take care of urself.

Quote of the day("Tough times don't last, tough man do")

OK a new chapter of my life begins, others can wait for a while. But some things just doesn't change!

Quote of the day("Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to")

what a meaningful quote.

Hmm NS is coming soon, bet it will be a hell of a time for any guy? hmm need to cut botak soon. will i be more handsome? LOL cannot be one la but i think i need to get for myself a few more caps. or just 1 or 2 very nice ones heh.

21st birthday is coming, somehow i feel abit excited because i attended quite a few birthday parties this year already, and feel wow lol so many people 21 liao. Hmm better start thinking about how i want to celebrate man. I will try to be abit different la, but i somehow feel it will end up being about the same LOL. time to save some money first.

OK suddenly urge to do some interesting stuff before going army, hmm maybe one will be paint ball. nvr try before sia, want try first before go army then come out and try again LOL. but expensive sobs, money troubles!! alright people good night ed signing off.

Quote of the day("you may delay, but time will not")

but cannot find any nice ones so yea, its all words again.

NS is nearing, well maybe u all don't know but i am kind of looking forward to it, days when no more fighting over grades and waking up to go school, because when we wake up in ns its time to chiong. LOL

People always ask me this few questions, but i will just answer it all here, enlisting on 3rd june 1145 BMT school 1. PES status B, which means i need to chiong like pes A no differences. But if u were to ask me whether i am going to chiong or going to "charles keng" hmm maybe i will see the situation, sometimes its very hard to say, but i think i will say that if i can make it, i will chiong and if i cannot then mc all the way loh!

Suddenly thought of what kind of things i want to do before i go in the army, then realised i got nothing much to do, maybe just spending some time alone/with close fren to kind of calm myself before going in. But it only seems that at home i am getting nagged at so bad, i kind of hate coming home already.

Home is a place where other people seek peace and protection, where is mine? hmm i will think about it and yea this is the end to this short post.

Quote of the day("Time is the slowest and yet the fastest thing") contradicting? if u want to know what this means can always ask me haha.

Life after exams, really feels bored! lucky i went to taiwan, took a break People always ask how taiwan is like, actually i feel that taiwan is kind of similar to singapore, as in the life style. Maybe only me feel this way la, but in terms of fashion sense i have to say Taiwan PWNZZZ SG lol. I go there like really lor kok LOL. Ok la gary say abit kua zhang, i do see a few overweight girls la, gary say until don't have lol. but well they dress well also. But some of their voice ah, is really damn digusting, listen already my goosebumps all come out. cannot take it LOL. but of course some that does it which is not too over is quite attractive la, like the hotels receptionist LOL.

Food was really awesome though, really miss the beef noodles there. really awesome la the soup! heh tsk tsk now only can eat the maggi mee as replacement lol. Yea i bought a few maggi mee (why cannot ah ?) heh. Ok la today really not much inspiration to blog so yea stop here.

Quote of the day("Colors answer feeling in man; shapes answer thought; and motion answers will.")

Hopes! Its actually a strong word for me, because i am always hoping. People all hope for the best and stuff, yea i am a normal person. But end up, hoping isn't enough, because hoping only gives u false hopes. They create a illusion that 2 morrow is going to be good day, but with so many problems without solution inside of u. How is 2 morrow going to be a good day.

I remembering hearing something like a problem without a solution is not a problem, actually i agree with this. Because those are not problems, they are a nuisance. They are nuisances that causes u to have a bad day when u think of them, that cause u to stone because u are thinking of a solution, but that solution nvr come.

So don't live life thinking of solution to nuisance and hoping for things that will never appear, perhaps your day will improve without u knowing.

Quote of the day("We are not creatures of circumstance; we are creators of circumstance.")

I kind got interested to talk about drinking, OK not water but alcohol, Its one of the 4 leisure that people can enjoy right, OK for people who don't know what i am saying, its the (吃喝嫖赌） which direct translate into (eat, drink, visit brothel, gamble) OK i didn't create this, its a old Chinese saying so yea please don't misunderstand. So drinking is leisure for us, regardless of boy or girl. But what are the effects of getting drunk.

So far, my fren the destroyer told me,( lOL inside joke la this one only my class know who.) that when people get drunk, they do funny stuff, its exciting to name what are this funny stuff, but if i name later i kanna beat outside how. But i will just say generally, but after i go bathe, so yea BRB I GO BATHE. 1 % plagraise liao this blog post LOL ok back to the funny stuffs, OK la i saw many, a few that really let me remember would be, drunk already, then start shouting out funny stuff, (killing hello kitty, shouting out i love/hate who and who, epic one is "wei shen me ta bu ai wo".) a friendly advice to my readers, don't drink when u are emo, or rather don't get drunk when u are emo, because it multiplies so it will be (happiness x 10 or sadness x 100) and the person who ends up getting more trouble will be those who are not drunk lol.

Actually getting drunk is one hell of a hard for me, because i just cannot force myself to drink after the headache strikes, and usually it strikes after 3-4 shots haha, weak boy in the hse. Ok but obviously acting drunk is not really in my dictionary. Here come to the next talking point, Acting high/drunk. OK people, don't be surprise, there are people who act drunk! or people who

use the fact he/she is drunk to achieve what he(in general if not need type alot) wants to achieve. So one word to this people, which is LOL. y laugh, u guys may wonder, but for me i think, if i need to act drunk to do things that i don't dare to do, what a loser i am right? Lol but obviously different people have different opinions about things so yea i don't criticize them but just laugh!

OK today thought is quite short one so yea the quote is for you actors heh!

Quote of the day("True courage comes from the heart, its not given to u by alcohol, because alcohol only makes u loses ur senses and once u start doing something stupid, you regret.") a small quote from ed! :)